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Broken Light

I just realized what color is all about
Forest green robs and tortures my soul
Girly pink fills me with endless doubt
Deep
hazel eyes make slow rivers flow
Sky blue is deeper than the deepest sea
Crimson red is always serious to the end
Grey green absorbs all the energy out of me
Chocolate brown is full of acting and pretend
Thick orange is never afraid of fear
Soft purple confused by violet and blue
Sour yellow rings in your ear
Sparkling silver just gray in another hue
Blinding white slowly floats away
Crispy gold like is champagne being iced
Shadow black ruthlessly ends the day
Color is all about what I just realized

October 21, 2003


A Frantic Relief

In and out
All about
Inside out
With no doubt
Up a river like a trout
Taking all the hardest route
You just want to scream and shout

What I lose is what I gain
What I choose floods with rain
Will you stop the endless rain?
Will you ever patch the pain?

This is truly what you see
What else can it ever be?
You should just find that out
Maybe you can erase all doubt


Prophet of Destiny

When dreams are forsaken
the future is in your hands
There will be no mistakes taken
so catch it before it lands
But then there's more than you think
deep in your heart you realize it
Find the way before it vanishes in a blink
hope made you a lost prophet

-KJW 11.05.02


Many Incredible Answers

I saw you dancing so beautifully tonight
Like a candle flickering so bright
On the stage you make gradeful moves
Vacating the air with sensual grooves
Everyday you practices so hard
You deserve all the love in this card
Only you can make happiness from grey
Using your sweetness I float away
Maybe one one day I will find you
I just needed to tell you what's true
And what is true to me is you

-KJW 03.23.02

THE CLASSICS!
38 Classic Poems          Love Poems        Big Hearted Poems      Big Minded Poems     Halloween Special

 

Shed no Tears
Shred all Fears

In and out
All about
Inside out
With no doubt
Up a river like a trout
Taking the hardest route
You just want to scream and shout


Oh so MUSHY MUSHY!
P o e m s   D e a l i n g   w i t h   L o v e   o r   l a c k   t h e r e o f


 

Endeavor

There is no Love
if you cannot see
When you're above
hiding in the tree

You wonder what to do
when you're mind's in a swirl
But as time quickly flew
you saw changes in the girl

What is the worse thing
that can happen if you talk
Will it affect anything
if she chooses to walk

A Sadness dealt upon yourself
which no one can save
you will sit on the shelf
a failure for being brave

Time flies no more
when sweetness stops to flow
A hole in your heart has been bore
and only deeper will it grow

You wish it didn't end like this
You did nothing wrong
so what did you miss
think, but be strong

Perhaps talking more
will make changes in your mind
it may help mend what's sore
and you yourself you'll find

So give it some more time
you never know what is blazing
around the corner in a dime
it could be simply Amazing

So move forward not back
ahead you see and go
Leave the past on the rack
and raise yourself from below

To the top you will be
at the summit higher than ever
and as far as you can see
no one can stop this endeavor

So run full steam ahead
and break this seal
keep your mind in your head
And remember, keep it real

                         -KJW -03.25.02

 

ZOLIE

Love me
  because I love everything you do
Love me
  because I can't stop thinking of you
Love me
  because I really care about you
Love me
  because I'll do anything for you
Love me
  because my heart was stolen by you
Love me
  because all my smiles come from you
Love me
  because everything I said is true
Love me
  because I Love You


Love you
 
because you're the only one I see
Love you
  because you show me what I can be
Love you
  because you took the pain out of me
Love you
  because you'll bring the life back to me
Love you
 
because your sweetness brings warmth to me
Love you
 
because your grace steals the breath from me
Love you
 
because everything you dream I see
Love you
  because You Love Me

                             -KJW 3/17/02

 

Many Incredible Answers

I saw you dancing so beautifully tonight
     Like a candle flickering so bright
On the stage you make graceful moves
     Vacating the air with sensual grooves
Everyday you practices so hard
    You deserve all the love in this card
Only you can make happiness from grey
    Using your sweetness I float away
Maybe one one day I will find you
    I just needed to tell you what's true
And what is true to me is you

                     -KJW 03.23.02

 

A Prayer for Love

God, please help me find my way
Show me what I've done wrong today
Calm my heart down to lose my doubt
Don't let me lose the girl i really care about
Because I really like her
I really do like her
                                                               -KJW 03.18.02

 

Days in the Making

My love for you is great
I leave it
all to fate
If only you can see
the heart inside me
For it pumps out loud
Shouting for
love to be found
Perhaps one day
some day
you're
with me, everyday

        -KJW March 2002

The Girl

Life is but a dream
a dream about a life
a life about a girl
a girl who was lost
lost in a world
a world with endless rain
rain that was caused by pain
pain that was caused by grief
grief few have felt
felt by the girl
the girl who was lost
lost in a world
a world that shall
    soon see the
          dream of this
                 Girl

        -KJW Attempted Musical 2002

 

Shed no Tears. Shred all Fears

I know I can find my way
to a better place some day
Someone will be there for me
  Loving me

Through the clouds I'm soaring
I believe that life is flowing
with a smile on my face
  fear is gone

There's no time to make me cry
nothing's there to make me sigh
ready for the things I may find
  there for me

And forever and ever
my past life I will sever
live a life of happiness
  I'm alive

Shed no tears
Shred all fears

            -KJW  Attempted Musical 2002


Poem About Pink

Well Jules, if u want to talk in pink
wash your hands in the sink
before you start writing
otherwise we'll all start fighting
Seth dont ask why
my poem will fly!
so gather your gear and run
writing in pink is so much fun
but Sara is offering you love
not peace like a dove
thus you ought to watch her hugs
otherwise it might sting like poisonous bugs
then you'd die in pain screaming AHHHH!!!
SARA SARA SARA SARA AHHH SARAHHHH!
that is my poem for you all
dont laugh too hard or you'll fall

2002

Another New Year begins right now
Time went by so fast you ask just how
If you think back you'll remember why
from all the good and bad that went by
Things we can forget quite easily
Things that will remind us ceaselessly
A time when a nation was at war
when terror stepped through our door
We know how far we have come
And how strong we have become
We are 365 days better, wiser
This trip around the burning sun
has been fun.   
Let us embark on another great journey
Have a happy new year and the best yet to come

-KJW 01.01.02

The Superficial Path

A narrow path is hard to cross
Everything else becomes the loss
You look far ahead and all around
when all along you heard its sound
but you did not notice its closeness
you were shielded by other's loudness
they say things that are false and artificial
thin on the surface and purely superficial
Keep your eyes round and true
What happens comes back to you

                        -KJW   unknown date

 

RetrogradeMotion (10/11/01)

Sometimes the Earth spins the opposite direction
such a counter revolution
in retrogrademotion

 

The Divine Feather (10/01/01)

Irony stole my heart and fled
I was unable to see till all was said
How could I be so wrong and blind
Caught in a loop that I play and rewind
Yet my outlook is bright as the cloud clears
No reason for me to shed any tears
For my glorious Goddesses exist no more
I'm left innocent but with a heart that's sore


Nothing is more intense
than the tension of nothingness.


I'm a maniac psycho
here revving up the throttle
I shatter the unbreakable the seam
only to find
that life is nothing more than a dream

 

17 hours to a Month's Time

She woke me from a dream
a cold forsaken dream
a dream that rained and rained
such that cried out a thunderous storm

She took me on an adventure
a crazy fun filled adventure
an adventure that made me smile and smile
such that my cheek muscles ached for a while

She brought me old memories
a series of forgotten memories
memories that turned time back and back
such that high school and college never began

She gave me new feelings
a set of beautiful and intriguing feelings
feelings that made my mind twirl and twirl
such that life seemed like nothing but a blur

She touched me with her heart
a wonderful golden heart
a heart that gives and gives
such that it pumps out pure goodness.

She showed me the path
a simple, clear lost path
a path that continues on and on
such that I can reach the ends of the Earth

She gently put me into another dream
a warm, sweet beautiful dream
a dream that changed me forever and ever
such that a perfect greenish-gray crystal
shined gracefully into my eyes
even while in blinding darkness
outshined a million fireflies
and woke me from a deep sleep
took my hand and took a long leap
and brought my emotions to a better place
which gave me smiles all over my face
Her touch sent my mind out of orbit
And showed me times I shall never forfeit.

                              -KJW Mid Summer 2001


PushintotheFutureofLife
       CarrytheStrengthofmyMight
              ProtectionbytheShieldoftheGreat
                        ReprimanderofFear

 

A........Passing......Beam...........of..........Light

frail like.................................................a tower of dreams
so far away..........................................everything seems
but you shall.......................................find your way
and.......................................................do what u say
because...............................................everything is for you

so..........................................................make it all true

 

I'm Back!

A new Chance...
A new Start...
Point the mind...
Leave it all behind...
Check the flaps and forget the gear...
Thoughts of landing is nowhere near...
...fly the endless sky
...gather all answers to why
...the freedom to see clearly
...allows the mind to think freely
...momentum is on your side
...prepare for an unbelievable ride.

                        -KJW   First one in 2001

 

                                          Inflammation of the Heart

                                                   It was on a sunny afternoon not too long ago
                                                     That I met this Goddess who enchanted my soul
                                                     Amidst shattering changes that would not cease
                                                            The Goddess held up her hand and kept me in one piece
                                                          How could a total stranger change someone’s direction?
                                                        I pondered heavily about this question.
                                           But the Sun and the Moon led time ahead so fast
                              Nothing could stop them from making everything past
                                                                       Before I knew it, a new year began to show its
                                                                              
face
                                                                  And in my heart I saved this nameless Goddess a space
                              When the Science Olympiad approached for my final descent
                                                The Goddess showed up and I wondered where my heart went
                           I could not feel a single beat in my chest
                                                   Because she had stolen my heart with her amazing zest
                                 Soon, the engineering designing and building was at full throttle
                             It was one of my best times despite being squeezed through the neck of a bottle
                                                 While working with The Goddess I wanted time to be still
                                         I made up my mind to ask her out and so I gathered courage and will
                                    But before I could open my very shy mouth
                           A friend revealed a secret that sent my heart south
                                              He long had a dream to ask The Goddess out,
                        And asked me for advice because he trusted me without doubt
                                                 So I put my coat back in the closet and started to help this friend
                                      And after pictures drawn, poems written, he was ready by a month’s end
                                          But during the set-up a shocking news was shaken,
                                          Two weeks earlier, The Goddess had been taken!
                                                            Soon Science Olympiad was sadly done,
                          track, shot put, discus, and high school almost gone
                                         The finale that remained was the senior prom
                                                                When my family was self-destructing like a bomb
                                                         My father was working twelve hours away
                                                     I was deciding where to send my college pay
                         And after thinking quite hard about the prom I finally decided to ask The Goddess
                                                          my outlook was "if there is one good thing, it has to be this!
                                   Despite him never saying no, because of her strong beliefs she had to decline
        I praised her loyalty and thanked her for returning parts of my heart back to that chest of mine
                                        Since then, things have changed for the good and bad,
                          Many had been unbelievably great while others just purely sad
                                                                           everything has been poured out of my head,
                      unsure which emotions were provoked and where it has led
                                                                I hope you’ll understand the words in my story
                                 I had to alleviate the trance and overcome my emotional worry
                                                        If not, you’ll find the answer in the heart of this poem.
                                                                                    !

                                                                       -   From The KJ   (August 2000)

Untitled

What is the meaning of anything?
When love is the poison of the soul,
the controller of the body,
and the drug that alters the mind.

 

Linear Progression

There's no peace
where there's no calmness, no beat
Nothing to cease
when everything's so harmless, so neat.

 

The Image

Goddess creates the pain
Emotions run insane
Could not stop the rain
Dried deep in vain

 

OH NO!
OH DEAR!
AHHH!!! LET'S GO!
NO FEAR!!!!!!!!
                    -KJW  2000

 


What is There to See?

Many a days ago this year,
A person I did not know,
Got on my buddy list by my peer,
Guess my computer security was quite low!
In this way I met someone new,
Expanding my buddy list to a greater number,
How ironic that Mikey drew
Lines that moved by flipping shredded lumber.
Extracted from its primitive notecard base,
Electronically recorded to make it last,
Created so it could move at a constant pace,
One, two, three frames per second is not too fast.
Others may know her slightly different,
Let’s make it clear that she was not eaten a bunny.
Anyways, I only know her from the messages she sent,
She can be at times, funny.
Can Mikey have a decent friend?
Oh, yeah right! And that is unanimously agreed.
On that note, we can pretend,
Let her be “normal”, let’s proceed.
Cover that smirk on your face,
Another hint of your disgrace.
No, just kidding, this poem is through,
Because I ran out of brain, ideas too few.
Exit now and go tend the things you must do!

                                    -Kai-Jae Wang  March 29, 2000
 
 

Insensibility

Here I was, thinking of many things,
   all the situations life brings.
 There is no justice for the good and bad,
   everything created to be pointless, happy and sad.
  You think it is all done for the best,
   of course, hidden from the rest.
 Unlike the people who wear superficial masks,
   find harder ways to reach their tasks.
Under the power of their strength,
   choose to work even harder at length.
 Killing their cells to achieve their goals,
   in return, nothing but woeful souls.
  Negating the feelings of others causes pain,
  give a ear to understand and stop their rain.
 Before long, the cloudiness can be swept away,
   it brings them a new morning, everyday.
Tough is it to find a way to mend,
   changing too quickly to attack, or defend.
Hello, and Goodbye. A long journey to begin and end.

-KJW   2-07-2000

 


S____o___m__e_t_i__m___e____S

Sometimes admire turns to desire.
Sometimes hoping leads to coping.
Sometimes debating results in hating.
Sometimes looks can be luring hooks.
Sometimes sadness generates madness.
Sometimes pain drives the mind insane.
Sometimes money is as sticky as honey.
Sometimes speed crash and burns the lead.
Sometimes diversity is the source of adversity.
Sometimes emancipation follows determination.
Sometimes generosity cannot overcome animosity.
Sometimes tears are caused by cheers.
Sometimes light is darker than night.
Sometimes creation results in destruction.
Sometimes power is as frail as a flower.
Sometimes high spirits need to cry.
Sometimes faces yearn for kisses.
But always, you decide what you do.

Lost

I am warm, I am cold,
my emotions run free.
I am weak, I am bold,
I wonder what I'll see.
Things will pinch my heart,
things will stress my mind.
Sometimes it's just a part,
of larger pieces I'll never find.
Where do I go from here?
How distant should I look?
Is it far? Is it near?
Shall I trace the paths I took?
Maybe I need a guide,
to lead me to the way,
where Truth's arms are wide,
both night and day.

Inspired by Iphigenia

A Sad beginning of an end,
such unkindness the high gods send.
A young girl in her maiden years,
innocent, but broken with tears.
Thought she would be married that day,
instead her life was used as pay.
Her tendor skin turned hard by fear,
by moans that circled near each ear.
Nevertheless the day went on,
pushed forth by Fate's funeral song.
The hidden unkind blades were freed,
to save a fleet doomed by a deed.
The father took his priceless girl,
and sealed his own doom in a whirl.
Where is the Love when there is fate,
ignored, and regretted too late.
You must see the truth in yourself,
And love your loved ones above all wealth.


Poems with a big heart...


A Timeless love

Eighty years we have stayed together.
I’ve seen her everyday, every night.
Nothing could keep us too far apart,
inseparable by our strong bond.
Although we have aged so hastily,
our love is still young and passionate.
I gaze upon the eyes of my dear,
can’t pull away from the attraction.
Feeling overwhelmed by her beauty,
I step back, checking reality.
But then I move close to her again,
unwilling to miss her next heartbeat. 
My hands brush against her timeless face,
feeling her beauty, her endless grace.
Our hardened skins have become wrinkled,
but each touch will never fade away.
Our voices tingle each other’s ears,
like sweet lullabies making us sleep.
And once asleep we dream each other,
as if not sleeping whatsoever.
In my dreams she cuddles me tightly,
I could feel all her warmth surround me.
Here we snug together happily,
expressing our care and devotion.
Still wandering around in our dreams,
high above in the celestial sky,
the day begins but we don’t know when
because it seems brighter here within.
Youth returns to our ancient bodies
as we pass through the eternal gates.
We look at each other with a smile,
forever we shall stay together.

Water and Oil

I think of her everyday.
Her face, her mind, her every way.
My love for her is deep inside,
but at peace it will reside.

Every time he passes by,
I look away and sigh.
What kinds of girls does he like to see?
Is there any chance he would accept me?

Hearing her soothing voice that echoes serenity,
my soul seems to float through eternity.
But she turns her head away,
disgusted to see me come her way.

His eyes glitter from the light,
like stars shining throughout the night.
But his face seems so sad,
Where is the happiness he once had.

The features on her face define elegance;
you could see all beauty with a single glance.
Although her face expresses enigma,
there’s nothing mystical about her charisma.

He is always a complacent guy,
any turmoil he will pacify.
But now he seems distracted from peace,
by something inside he hopes to cease.

She is coming my direction!
We’re going to meet at the intersection!

What is he going to say?
Should I ask him "How’s your day?"

I’ve got to tell her something.

Aw…he did not say a thing!

She doesn’t like me.

He doesn’t like me.

 

Crushed

As The Day began, 
my heart sped up.
I want to tell her, 
that I love her,
but fear held me back 
and kept me down.
I see her in class, 
five days a week.
She looks so perfect, 
just sitting there,
like a budding rose, 
bright with beauty.
With a smiling face, 
she looks at me.
Maybe she likes me, 
but that can’t be.
She’s too good for me, 
I am nothing.
Wow! She winked at me! 
Is that a sign?
No. It’s just some dirt
stuck in her eye.
She’s waving to me!
So I wave back.
Darn! She was waving
to my teacher.
She needed some help,
but not my love.
Before I knew it,
The Day had passed.


Poems with a big mind...


A Walk 

When I walk the streets everyday,
I see changes, changes in every way.
A world littered with chaos,
The people walking always with something to say.

The passing cars shine with a gloss,
reflecting on the houses, artwork they emboss.
The noise sends shrills to my ears,
which in time may induce my hearing loss.

So many things have changed over the years,
through hard work, blood and tears.
Sophistication has made our lives more enjoyable,
but may also produce the nightmares everyone fears.

Many things back then were unfeasible,
Making life tough, and even intolerable.
Now numerous barriers have been broken,
Is life that much better and enjoyable?

To the many people I have spoken,
to make money, being rich is the ultimate token.
But then there are some that work defeats,
Their health and happiness stolen. 

Homeless people live on the streets,
people walk by, some share greets.
With no money to buy,
they can only plead for nutritious wheats.

I look upon this advanced world and sigh,
Questions pop in my mind, they all just ask why
our strength is also our weakness.
For the best we must gather and try,
so the human race won’t suffocate and die. 


Inspiring Mind

Soaking up the sun, 
on the friendly grass I lay.
Opening my eyes, 
the blazing sun awaits me.
Looking up the sky, 
everything seems magical.
Wishing I could fly, 
I feel inspirational.
Searching all around, 
the wide, distant horizon,
I see endless dreams, 
there for me to be conquered.
Nothing can stall me, 
from the things I choose to do,
my will is within, 
so nothing can deny it.
New goals I have set, 
to lead me to newer heights,
I seek what I want, 
endlessly in close pursuit.
Some I might achieve, 
others I may fail upon.
I will do my best, 
no matter what keeps me down.
Dumping all the weights, 
so I won’t be overwhelmed,
Some day I will rise, 
with full throttle to the top.
I will think no more, 
and just put actions to work.
Real motivation, 
comes deep from inside your heart.
It is up to you, 
to succeed in what you do.
Always trust yourself, 
confidence is of the mind. 

The Fiddler

With hearts of life, and musical hands,
fiddlers play, some alone, some in bands.
To provide entertainment and countless joys,
the fervor of human freedom deploys.
For the public, the tunes tickle their ears,
the soft melodic waves soothe everyday fears.
It unwinds the mind from tangled thoughts,
before everyone’s heads become boiling pots.
You have to praise their skills and ability,
their fast fingers full of felicity.
Their music echo classic masterpieces,
as each smooth stroke begins and ceases.
Churning scores into eye-wetting emotions,
bringing light against dark, despairing notions. 
Sheet after sheet, silky notes intertwine,
somewhat excelling couples to entwine.
At times, though, sober minors fill the air,
a farewell to a loved one, showing they care.
Sending remembered spirits on their way,
to the peaceful place, in which they will stay.
With every note they play, it brings more luck,
because they knock on wood with every pluck.
Their eyes are closed in a dreamy state,
as if they are drunk and in sedate.
They squeeze their fiddles between necks and chins,
locking their faces in fruitful grins.
Doing math when only in their head,
anywhere else, they’re as good as dead.
Their bodies twist and twitch real fast,
as if caffeine had hit full blast.
But the music continues without a glitch,
for the old, the young, the poor and the rich.
It’s no wonder musicians bring unity,
life is just one colossal symphony. 


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