Broken Light
I just realized what color is all about
Forest green
robs and tortures my soul
Girly pink
fills me with endless doubt
Deep hazel eyes
make slow rivers flow
Sky blue
is deeper than the deepest sea
Crimson red is
always serious to the end
Grey green
absorbs all the energy out of me
Chocolate brown
is full of acting and pretend
Thick orange
is never afraid of fear
Soft purple
confused by violet and blue
Sour yellow
rings in your ear
Sparkling silver
just gray in another hue
Blinding white
slowly floats away
Crispy gold
like is champagne being iced
Shadow black ruthlessly
ends the day
Color is all about what I just realized
October 21, 2003
A Frantic Relief
In and out
All about
Inside out
With no doubt
Up a river like a trout
Taking all the hardest route
You just want to scream and shout
What I lose is what I gain
What I choose floods with rain
Will you stop the endless rain?
Will you ever patch the pain?
This is truly what you see
What else can it ever be?
You should just find that out
Maybe you can erase all doubt
Prophet of Destiny
When dreams are forsaken
the future is in your hands
There will be no mistakes taken
so catch it before it lands
But then there's more than you think
deep in your heart you realize it
Find the way before it vanishes in a blink
hope made you a lost prophet
-KJW 11.05.02
Many Incredible Answers
I saw you dancing so beautifully tonight
Like a candle flickering so bright
On the stage you make gradeful moves
Vacating the air with sensual grooves
Everyday you practices so hard
You deserve all the love in this card
Only you can make happiness from grey
Using your sweetness I float away
Maybe one one day I will find you
I just needed to tell you what's true
And what is true to me is you
-KJW 03.23.02
THE
CLASSICS!
38
Classic Poems
Shed no Tears
Shred all Fears
In and out
All about
Inside out
With no doubt
Up a river like a trout
Taking the hardest route
You just want to scream and shout
Oh so
MUSHY MUSHY!
P o e m s D e a l i n g w
i t h L o v e o r l a c k t
h e r e o f
Endeavor
There is no Love
if you cannot see
When you're above
hiding in the tree
You wonder what to do
when you're mind's in a swirl
But as time quickly flew
you saw changes in the girl
What is the worse thing
that can happen if you talk
Will it affect anything
if she chooses to walk
A Sadness dealt upon yourself
which no one can save
you will sit on the shelf
a failure for being brave
Time flies no more
when sweetness stops to flow
A hole in your heart has been bore
and only deeper will it grow
You wish it didn't end like this
You did nothing wrong
so what did you miss
think, but be strong
Perhaps talking more
will make changes in your mind
it may help mend what's sore
and you yourself you'll find
So give it some more time
you never know what is blazing
around the corner in a dime
it could be simply Amazing
So move forward not back
ahead you see and go
Leave the past on the rack
and raise yourself from below
To the top you will be
at the summit higher than ever
and as far as you can see
no one can stop this endeavor
So run full steam ahead
and break this seal
keep your mind in your head
And remember, keep it real
-KJW -03.25.02
ZOLIE
Love me
because I love everything you do
Love me
because I can't stop thinking of you
Love me
because I really care about you
Love me
because I'll do anything for you
Love me
because my heart was stolen by you
Love me
because all my smiles come from you
Love me
because everything I said is true
Love me
because I Love You
Love you
because you're the only one I see
Love you
because you show me what I can be
Love you
because you took the pain out of me
Love you
because you'll bring the life back to me
Love you
because your sweetness brings warmth to me
Love you
because your grace steals the breath from me
Love you
because everything you dream I see
Love you
because You Love Me
-KJW 3/17/02
Many Incredible Answers
I saw you dancing so beautifully tonight
Like a candle flickering so bright
On the stage you make graceful moves
Vacating the air with sensual grooves
Everyday you practices so hard
You deserve all the love in this card
Only you can make happiness from grey
Using your sweetness I float away
Maybe one one day I will find you
I just needed to tell you what's true
And what is true to me is you
-KJW 03.23.02
A Prayer
for Love
God, please help me find my way
Show me what I've done wrong today
Calm my heart down to lose my doubt
Don't let me lose the girl i really care about
Because I really like her
I really do like her
-KJW 03.18.02
Days in the Making
My love for you is great
I leave it all to fate
If only you can see
the heart inside me
For it pumps out loud
Shouting for love to be found
Perhaps one day
some day
you're with me, everyday
-KJW March 2002
Life is but a dream
a dream about a life
a life about a girl
a girl who was lost
lost in a world
a world with endless rain
rain that was caused by pain
pain that was caused by grief
grief few have felt
felt by the girl
the girl who was lost
lost in a world
a world that shall
soon see the
dream of this
Girl
-KJW Attempted Musical 2002
Shed no Tears. Shred all
Fears
I know I can find my way
to a better place some day
Someone will be there for me
Loving me
Through the clouds I'm
soaring
I believe that life is flowing
with a smile on my face
fear is gone
There's no time to make
me cry
nothing's there to make me sigh
ready for the things I may find
there for me
And forever and ever
my past life I will sever
live a life of happiness
I'm alive
Shed no tears
Shred all fears
-KJW Attempted Musical 2002
Poem About Pink
Well Jules, if u want to talk in pink
wash your hands in the sink
before you start writing
otherwise we'll all start fighting
Seth dont ask why
my poem will fly!
so gather your gear and run
writing in pink is so much fun
but Sara is offering you love
not peace like a dove
thus you ought to watch her hugs
otherwise it might sting like poisonous bugs
then you'd die in pain screaming AHHHH!!!
SARA SARA SARA SARA AHHH SARAHHHH!
that is my poem for you all
dont laugh too hard or you'll fall
Another New Year begins right now
Time went by so fast you ask just how
If you think back you'll remember why
from all the good and bad that went by
Things we can forget quite easily
Things that will remind us ceaselessly
A time when a nation was at war
when terror stepped through our door
We know how far we have come
And how strong we have become
We are 365 days better, wiser
This trip around the burning sun
has been fun.
Let us embark on another great journey
Have a happy new year and the best yet to come
-KJW 01.01.02
The Superficial Path
A narrow path is hard to cross
Everything else becomes the loss
You look far ahead and all around
when all along you heard its sound
but you did not notice its closeness
you were shielded by other's loudness
they say things that are false and artificial
thin on the surface and purely superficial
Keep your eyes round and true
What happens comes back to you
RetrogradeMotion
(10/11/01)
Sometimes the Earth spins the opposite direction
such a counter revolution
in retrogrademotion
The Divine Feather
(10/01/01)
Irony stole my heart and fled
I was unable to see till all was said
How could I be so wrong and blind
Caught in a loop that I play and rewind
Yet my outlook is bright as the cloud clears
No reason for me to shed any tears
For my glorious Goddesses exist no more
I'm left innocent but with a heart that's sore
Nothing is more intense
than the tension of nothingness.
I'm a maniac psycho
here revving up the throttle
I shatter the unbreakable the seam
only to find
that life is nothing more than a dream
17 hours
to a Month's Time
She woke me from a dream
a cold forsaken dream
a dream that rained and rained
such that cried out a thunderous storm
She took me on an adventure
a crazy fun filled adventure
an adventure that made me smile and smile
such that my cheek muscles ached for a while
She brought me old memories
a series of forgotten memories
memories that turned time back and back
such that high school and college never began
She gave me new feelings
a set of beautiful and intriguing feelings
feelings that made my mind twirl and twirl
such that life seemed like nothing but a blur
She touched me with her heart
a wonderful golden heart
a heart that gives and gives
such that it pumps out pure goodness.
She showed me the path
a simple, clear lost path
a path that continues on and on
such that I can reach the ends of the Earth
She gently put me into another dream
a warm, sweet beautiful dream
a dream that changed me forever and ever
such that a perfect greenish-gray crystal
shined gracefully into my eyes
even while in blinding darkness
outshined a million fireflies
and woke me from a deep sleep
took my hand and took a long leap
and brought my emotions to a better place
which gave me smiles all over my face
Her touch sent my mind out of orbit
And showed me times I shall never forfeit.
PushintotheFutureofLife
CarrytheStrengthofmyMight
ProtectionbytheShieldoftheGreat
ReprimanderofFear
A........Passing......Beam...........of..........Light
frail
like.................................................a tower of dreams
so far away..........................................everything seems
but you shall.......................................find your way
and.......................................................do what u say
because...............................................everything is for you
so..........................................................make
it all true
A new Chance...
A new Start...
Point the mind...
Leave it all behind...
Check the flaps and forget the gear...
Thoughts of landing is nowhere near...
...fly the endless sky
...gather all answers to why
...the freedom to see clearly
...allows the mind to think freely
...momentum is on your side
...prepare for an unbelievable ride.
Inflammation of
the Heart
It was on a sunny afternoon not too long ago
That I met this Goddess who enchanted my soul
Amidst shattering changes that would not cease
The Goddess held up her hand and kept me in one piece
How could a total stranger change someones direction?
I pondered heavily about this question.
But the Sun and the Moon led time ahead so fast
Nothing could stop them from making everything past
Before I knew
it, a new year began to show its
face
And in my heart I saved this nameless Goddess a space
When the Science Olympiad approached for my final descent
The Goddess showed up and I wondered where my heart went
I could not feel a single beat in my chest
Because she had stolen my heart with her amazing zest
Soon, the engineering designing and building was at full throttle
It was one of my best times despite being squeezed through the neck of a bottle
While working with The Goddess I wanted time to be still
I made up my mind to ask her out and so I gathered courage and will
But before I could open my very shy mouth
A friend revealed a secret that sent my heart south
He long had a dream to ask The Goddess out,
And asked me for advice because he trusted me without doubt
So I put my coat back in the closet and started to help this friend
And after pictures drawn, poems written, he was ready by a months
end
But during the set-up a shocking news was shaken,
Two weeks earlier, The Goddess had been taken!
Soon Science Olympiad was sadly done,
track, shot put, discus, and high school almost gone
The finale that remained was the senior prom
When my family
was self-destructing like a bomb
My father was working twelve hours away
I was deciding where to send my college pay
And after thinking quite hard about the
prom I finally decided to ask The Goddess
my outlook was
"if there is one good thing, it has to be this!
Despite him never saying no, because of her strong beliefs she had to decline
I
praised her loyalty and thanked her for returning parts of my heart back to that chest of mine
Since then, things have changed for the good and bad,
Many had been unbelievably great while others just purely sad
everything has been poured out
of my head,
unsure which
emotions were provoked and where
it has led
I hope youll understand the words in my story
I had to alleviate the trance and overcome my emotional worry
If not, youll find the answer in the heart of this poem.
!
- From The KJ (August 2000)
Untitled
What is the meaning of anything?
When love is the poison of the soul,
the controller of the body,
and the drug that alters the mind.
Linear Progression
There's no peace
where there's no calmness, no beat
Nothing to cease
when everything's so harmless, so neat.
The Image
Goddess creates the pain
Emotions run insane
Could not stop the rain
Dried deep in vain
OH NO!
OH DEAR!
AHHH!!! LET'S GO!
NO FEAR!!!!!!!!
-KJW 2000
What is There to See?
Many a days ago this year,
A person I did not know,
Got on my buddy list by my peer,
Guess my computer security was quite low!
In this way I met someone new,
Expanding my buddy list to a greater number,
How ironic that Mikey drew
Lines that moved by flipping shredded lumber.
Extracted from its primitive notecard base,
Electronically recorded to make it last,
Created so it could move at a constant pace,
One, two, three frames per second is not too fast.
Others may know her slightly different,
Lets make it clear that she was not eaten a bunny.
Anyways, I only know her from the messages she sent,
She can be at times, funny.
Can Mikey have a decent friend?
Oh, yeah right! And that is unanimously agreed.
On that note, we can pretend,
Let her be normal, lets proceed.
Cover that smirk on your face,
Another hint of your disgrace.
No, just kidding, this poem is through,
Because I ran out of brain, ideas too few.
Exit now and go tend the things you must do!
-Kai-Jae Wang March 29, 2000
Insensibility
Here I was, thinking of many things,
all the situations life brings.
There is no justice for the good and bad,
everything created to be pointless, happy and sad.
You think it is all done for the best,
of course, hidden from the rest.
Unlike the people who wear superficial masks,
find harder ways to reach their tasks.
Under the power of their strength,
choose to work even harder at length.
Killing their cells to achieve their goals,
in return, nothing but woeful souls.
Negating the feelings of others causes pain,
give a ear to understand and stop their rain.
Before long, the cloudiness can be swept away,
it brings them a new morning, everyday.
Tough is it to find a way to mend,
changing too quickly to attack, or defend.
Hello, and Goodbye. A long journey to begin and end.
S____o___m__e_t_i__m___e____S
Sometimes admire turns to desire.
Sometimes hoping leads to coping.
Sometimes debating results in hating.
Sometimes looks can be luring hooks.
Sometimes sadness
generates madness.
Sometimes pain drives the mind
insane.
Sometimes money is as sticky as honey.
Sometimes speed crash and burns
the lead.
Sometimes diversity is the
source of adversity.
Sometimes emancipation follows
determination.
Sometimes generosity cannot
overcome animosity.
Sometimes tears are caused by
cheers.
Sometimes light is darker than
night.
Sometimes creation results in
destruction.
Sometimes power is as frail as a flower.
Sometimes high spirits need to cry.
Sometimes faces yearn for kisses.
But always, you decide what you do.
Lost
I am
warm, I am cold,
my emotions run free.
I am weak, I am bold,
I wonder what I'll see.
Things will pinch my heart,
things will stress my mind.
Sometimes it's just a part,
of larger pieces I'll never find.
Where do I go from here?
How distant should I look?
Is it far? Is it near?
Shall I trace the paths I took?
Maybe I need a guide,
to lead me to the way,
where Truth's arms are wide,
both night and day.
Inspired by Iphigenia
A
Sad beginning of an end,
such unkindness the high gods send.
A young girl in her maiden years,
innocent, but broken with tears.
Thought she would be married that day,
instead her life was used as pay.
Her tendor skin turned hard by fear,
by moans that circled near each ear.
Nevertheless the day went on,
pushed forth by Fate's funeral song.
The hidden unkind blades were freed,
to save a fleet doomed by a deed.
The father took his priceless girl,
and sealed his own doom in a whirl.
Where is the Love when there is fate,
ignored, and regretted too late.
You must see the truth in yourself,
And love your loved ones above all wealth.
Poems with a big heart...
A Timeless love
Eighty
years we have stayed together.
Ive seen her everyday, every night.
Nothing could keep us too far apart,
inseparable by our strong bond.
Although we have aged so hastily,
our love is still young and passionate.
I gaze upon the eyes of my dear,
cant pull away from the attraction.
Feeling overwhelmed by her beauty,
I step back, checking reality.
But then I move close to her again,
unwilling to miss her next heartbeat.
My hands brush against her timeless face,
feeling her beauty, her endless grace.
Our hardened skins have become wrinkled,
but each touch will never fade away.
Our voices tingle each others ears,
like sweet lullabies making us sleep.
And once asleep we dream each other,
as if not sleeping whatsoever.
In my dreams she cuddles me tightly,
I could feel all her warmth surround me.
Here we snug together happily,
expressing our care and devotion.
Still wandering around in our dreams,
high above in the celestial sky,
the day begins but we dont know when
because it seems brighter here within.
Youth returns to our ancient bodies
as we pass through the eternal gates.
We look at each other with a smile,
forever we shall stay together.
Water and Oil
I think of her everyday.
Her face, her mind, her every way.
My love for her is deep inside,
but at peace it will reside.
Every time he passes by,
I look away and sigh.
What kinds of girls does he like to see?
Is there any chance he would accept me?
Hearing her soothing voice that echoes serenity,
my soul seems to float through eternity.
But she turns her head away,
disgusted to see me come her way.
His eyes glitter from the light,
like stars shining throughout the night.
But his face seems so sad,
Where is the happiness he once had.
The features on her face define elegance;
you could see all beauty with a single glance.
Although her face expresses enigma,
theres nothing mystical about her charisma.
He is always a complacent guy,
any turmoil he will pacify.
But now he seems distracted from peace,
by something inside he hopes to cease.
She is coming my direction!
Were going to meet at the intersection!
What is he going to say?
Should I ask him "Hows your day?"
Ive got to tell her something.
Aw
he did not say a thing!
She doesnt like me.
He doesnt like me.
Crushed
As The Day
began,
my heart sped up.
I want to tell her,
that I love her,
but fear held me back
and kept me down.
I see her in class,
five days a week.
She looks so perfect,
just sitting there,
like a budding rose,
bright with beauty.
With a smiling face,
she looks at me.
Maybe she likes me,
but that cant be.
Shes too good for me,
I am nothing.
Wow! She winked at me!
Is that a sign?
No. Its just some dirt
stuck in her eye.
Shes waving to me!
So I wave back.
Darn! She was waving
to my teacher.
She needed some help,
but not my love.
Before I knew it,
The Day had passed.
Poems with a big mind...
A Walk
When I
walk the streets everyday,
I see changes, changes in every way.
A world littered with chaos,
The people walking always with something to say.
The passing cars shine with a gloss,
reflecting on the houses, artwork they emboss.
The noise sends shrills to my ears,
which in time may induce my hearing loss.
So many things have changed over the years,
through hard work, blood and tears.
Sophistication has made our lives more enjoyable,
but may also produce the nightmares everyone fears.
Many things back then were unfeasible,
Making life tough, and even intolerable.
Now numerous barriers have been broken,
Is life that much better and enjoyable?
To the many people I have spoken,
to make money, being rich is the ultimate token.
But then there are some that work defeats,
Their health and happiness stolen.
Homeless people live on the streets,
people walk by, some share greets.
With no money to buy,
they can only plead for nutritious wheats.
I look upon this advanced world and sigh,
Questions pop in my mind, they all just ask why
our strength is also our weakness.
For the best we must gather and try,
so the human race wont suffocate and die.
Inspiring Mind
Soaking up the sun,
on the friendly grass I lay.
Opening my eyes,
the blazing sun awaits me.
Looking up the sky,
everything seems magical.
Wishing I could fly,
I feel inspirational.
Searching all around,
the wide, distant horizon,
I see endless dreams,
there for me to be conquered.
Nothing can stall me,
from the things I choose to do,
my will is within,
so nothing can deny it.
New goals I have set,
to lead me to newer heights,
I seek what I want,
endlessly in close pursuit.
Some I might achieve,
others I may fail upon.
I will do my best,
no matter what keeps me down.
Dumping all the weights,
so I wont be overwhelmed,
Some day I will rise,
with full throttle to the top.
I will think no more,
and just put actions to work.
Real motivation,
comes deep from inside your heart.
It is up to you,
to succeed in what you do.
Always trust yourself,
confidence is of the mind.
The Fiddler
With hearts
of life, and musical hands,
fiddlers play, some alone, some in bands.
To provide entertainment and countless joys,
the fervor of human freedom deploys.
For the public, the tunes tickle their ears,
the soft melodic waves soothe everyday fears.
It unwinds the mind from tangled thoughts,
before everyones heads become boiling pots.
You have to praise their skills and ability,
their fast fingers full of felicity.
Their music echo classic masterpieces,
as each smooth stroke begins and ceases.
Churning scores into eye-wetting emotions,
bringing light against dark, despairing notions.
Sheet after sheet, silky notes intertwine,
somewhat excelling couples to entwine.
At times, though, sober minors fill the air,
a farewell to a loved one, showing they care.
Sending remembered spirits on their way,
to the peaceful place, in which they will stay.
With every note they play, it brings more luck,
because they knock on wood with every pluck.
Their eyes are closed in a dreamy state,
as if they are drunk and in sedate.
They squeeze their fiddles between necks and chins,
locking their faces in fruitful grins.
Doing math when only in their head,
anywhere else, theyre as good as dead.
Their bodies twist and twitch real fast,
as if caffeine had hit full blast.
But the music continues without a glitch,
for the old, the young, the poor and the rich.
Its no wonder musicians bring unity,
life is just one colossal symphony.
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